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    August 31

    Simply Amazing!

    Amazing, is the feeling that u get after a nice,long,deep,& constructive conversation with people.
    I've just had one of those today, and for once since very,very long, I came home at the end of an outing with something to think about, rather than just an emptiness with no recollection of why I was laughing so hard...u know that feeling??
     
    For the first time in so long, my I'm both emotionally and intellectually satisfied with an outing with friends of my age range.

    Wut I liked about the conversations I had with my friends today, was that they were much deeper than the usual stuff we normally talked about...

    We were discussing politics and relationships and jobs n even culture....I was still having as much fun as I'd have had if we were joking about absolutely nothing (infact, this was even more fun!)...only this time I could remember wut it is I was laughing about, as I walked home!!!

     
    I'm feeling very much satisfied, and that's not a feeling I get too often...which just goes to show that unless ur mind is having fun,
    it's no use trying to cheer ur soul up!!
     
    Now, if u'll excuse me, I woke early this morning,and it's getting kinda late...I need to go to bed!!
    And I have lots of events and issues to reflect upon before I fall asleep tonight...so I'd better get started if I'm ever to fall asleep before the break of dawn!!!
     
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    August 26

    An Impersonation!

    Dearest;
    Been a long time since I last wrote to you.
    But I've got some news I've been dying to tell you.
    Been seeing someone lately, & he's become kinda special, to me.
    I noticed that his smile's just like yours. It was shocking at first to see him flash that very same smile you used to give me every morning. That very smile I'd grown to love you for, the very smile I'd begun to think would never dawn on me again... .
     
     
    I've always wondered if each person was meant to truely fall in love only once,& forever & now I think I have a clue. Maybe one can truely fall in love more than once,only if they happen to meet people who smile alike...nah!! Silly, aren't I?
     
     
    But maybe the way one smiles reveals alot more about them than you'd think... .
       I mean...now that I've come to think of it, I can recall how your smile made your eyes twinkle, like stars in the dark of the night. How it made me feel like the load of the world'd been lifted off my heart. And how I felt that the curve of ur lips & the elevation of your freckly cheeks
    -so beautifully spread on your face- drew an accurate portrait of you free, wild soul... .
    His smile smile gave that same effect, but he's really different from who you are....wait a minute, I'm confused !! 
    Was I describing his smile or yours??!
    Maybe I've got both smiles mixed up in my head..or maybe their effects on me were so similar (more like identical) that I mistook both for one...!!
     
    Dearest;
     
       Does this mean I'm over you, or that I'm feeling for you all over again?? Tell me please...then again you can't, not now that your gone forever... .
    Strange!! ... I don't feel the wettness of my tears on my cheeks, now that I've bumped into the painfull truth!!
     
       Don't tell me now; I think I know, & I'm sure you know & understand it, too!! 
    I guess it's farewell then ... Goodbye Dearest!!
     
    P.S.:
        Forgive me; I won't sign as "Yours"...!!
        
     
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    August 08

    Effecive Therapy....(Needed)....!!!

    I seriosly believe I'm a psychopath!!
      Afterall, that is what they call people who
    talk to imaginary charecters...or thin air all; to
    be more accurate, & less sensitive... .
     
    In my defence, I do that to fight off loneliness...
    it also helps vent out feelings of anger,frustration, & even 
    excitment...(how else d'u think I manage to keep my poker-face on?! ). I'd certainly blow up if I didn't let out my emotional outbursts somehow, don't u think?
     
    The trick's to control the rate at which to let the outbursts escape...& the quantity of emotions to let out each outburst...(it's a piece'o cake, really, it just takes alot'o practice to master the technique)... .
    & practice is what I do!!!
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
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